You know, I was thinking the same thing while watching and was wondering why all of a sudden I'm becoming squeamish. I also thought the kills in this episode were super violent/gross, although to be honest I only had to turn my head when Negan was smashing Brandon's skull in and when the Whisperer was being executed. In general, I can handle watching if it's the zombies being "killed", even the grossest kills. But if it's a human then I'm more sensitive. (aaaand if it's an animal then I just go ahead and change the channel, lol)

 

I leave the room for a moment LOL

 

The most violent thing I ever did in my life was intentionally try to smash my steel car door into the brand new van parked next to me. Since there were only two or three inches, I couldn't work up a lot of speed, but I slammed it as hard as I could. I don't remember if I had to squash in from the passenger side or go overland across the seats from the hatch opening, but I remember being furious. I still like all fictional door smashings. GET HIM!!! I liked that killing, yes, I did.